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Heyhey :') da lme x buad sesi luahan perasaan kat blog .. hmm . mungkin kali ni aku lebih bnyk mdiamkan diri :') cume hari ni aku rse cm nk luahkan skit ap yg ad dlm hati .. mungkin jugak aku xbole simpan sorg2 .. nobody know how hurt my heart now :') even it just a little thing yg dlu pnh aku alami . but kali ni its different feeling .. i dont know why :'(

Aku bsyukur sgt dapat kenal dgn dye .. he perfect one to me .. no one can replace him from my heart.. only Allah .. but akhir2 ni .. smue nye brubah .. i did'nt trust him anymore .. sorry sayang .. i do love you so muchh :'( but .. awk hncurkan smue .. awk buad sye xpcya awk lagi :'( mcm mne sye nk truskan klu mcm ni .. pcaya tu pnting untuk stiap relay :'( but now ... hmm .. sye bserah kepade takdir ..

Skrg ni apa yg aku rse len sgt .. rse cm x dihargai .. tlalu sensitif tok bnde2 kecik .. mood sntiase xde .. smue yg negatif ad dlm diri aku .. hmm .. bila dye reply lmbat .. mula aku pk yg bukan2 .. bile dye ckp yg positif .. aku mula x pcaya ..dlm hati asyik ckp " btol ke ap yg dye ckp or mungkin dye tipu lagi ? " bila dye mula xcari aku .. bnde negatif yg ad dlm otak " mungkin dye sebok layan org len " ataupon " mungkin dye da bosan and da xkesah " hmm .. bila tringat kan kesah lmee dye .. saked dtg blek kat aku .. bila ingat psal bnde tu .. aku mula hilang mood .. :'( kdg2 hati kata ' apa yg dye nk dri aku ? ' hmm .. mcm2 yg negatif skrg .. aku mudah terasa dan sensitif ..

Ya Allah ! kuatkan hati aku .. dluar mungkin aku tersenyum .. tpi tak dhati .. yg sntiase bsah dgn tangisan .. Dri dlu aku menahan saked sorg2 .. xde yg phm aku .. aku hnye ceria didepan .. bila aku keseorangan .. mase tu laa tringat smue bnde yg pnh aku alami .. bukan hnye dia .. tpi dgn hidup aku xseindah kwn2 aku yg len .. tnpe sedar airmata jtuh mbasahi pipi .. hnye airmata mnjdi teman ktika tido .. dan bngun dgn senyuman dlm tangisan :') Aku redha dgn smue ni .. 

Awak .. maafkan sye xpercayakan awk lagi ..hati tlalu saked . Mungkin tlalu syg ..sye rsekan sye xkan ditipu..tpi sye silap .. sye xthu knape dan ap salah sye . sye tlalu sensitif skrg ..tlalu mudah untuk terasa . Dlm mse yg same .. sye akn hilang mood dgn tbe2 .. bila tringatkan bnde yg sye xbole lupe . mudah awk ckp " lupakan " sbb awk xthu ap yg sye rse .. awk xthu spenuhnye pnderitaan hidup sye . kdg2 rse cm xpayah hidup pon xpe .. tpi .. hmm .. sye harap awk ikhlas trime sye .. sye xsuka dtipu .. wlupon bnde yg kecik . Its hurt me :'( maafkan sye ..sye tlalu syg .. tlalu cintakan awk .. sye tlalu tkod khilangan awk .. sye cemburu , merajuk , sensitif , marah smue sbb sye syg awk . sye xnk awk pergi untuk another gurl . please .. only me in ur heart :'( wlupon awk da hilang bnde yg sgt pntg dri sye .. sye cube untuk kembalikan kpercayaan saya untuk awak :') but u must promise .. jgn sesekali utk tipu even sekecil pasir yg halus .. i'll try .. but bg sye mse .. untuk sye sembuhkan luka dhati .. and tgok prubahan pde awk .. if nothing ..sorry .. but klu awk tnjukkan yg awk btol2 da brubah .. i will try .. maybe a year .. :')

Doremon ! I loveyousomuch .. u are my everything .. u are my soul .. u always in my heart today , tmorrow next week , next month , next year and forever you :') I missyouu every second , minute and hour . I need u always my future :') please beside me if anything happen ..u are my strong .. loveyou :')

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One year with sayang ;)

Heyy !! Lmee gile x update .. see .. last post pon nov last year -,- aptb ! busy act .. ni pon tgh sem break .. mnanty result 9 mei ni .. huh ! Pastu msok sem 3 .. jumpe lagi subjek yg killer2 --" Okay but now nk story bnde len .. hehe :') tgok title .. heeeee :') Alhamdulilah .. setahun da dgn dye ..

Hmm .. susa nk dpt kn setahun ni act .. bnyk dugaan --" nk kata halangan tak .. coz family aku smue da restu .. just blom bsedia nk bgthu ayh aku yg kdg2 cm singe tu --" tpi belah dye xthu laa kan ..huhu .. biase laa kn .. law dlm relay ni ad je manusia yg suke cri msalah laa .. errr .. tmbh lagi si ***** .. hahah ! mlas sebut nme .. And aku rse dgn gemok sorg ni laa yg bthan smpai setahun and hope selamanyee ..bfore this pling lme pon 8 bulan je . hahhahhah ! pling skjup 5 hari .. k yg ni lawak .. haha ! Ehh .. lari lak topic .. hee .. okay2 ..

Huh ! Dlm setahun ni mcm2 aku rse .. happy sedih bahagia saked jiwa nk mati nanges gelak ceria pahit manis laa .. smue ad .. ni bru setahun --' pasni ap ag laa yg bkal dtg .. huh ! pape yg dtg pon hope aku n dye leyh tempuh .. tahap kesabaran kne tinggi .. law x ... mang xkmane laa kn .. sia-sia je .. umm .. rsenyee xde bnde da nk cter .. just note for him and for gurls who want stole him from me --' Pixture slame stahun ni with him :)

pix last ni sec last meet him .. pastu dye nk blek perlis cuti sem :( 

Thats all :')

For you AhmadFadhli : Listen here :) heeee .. Thanxs for everything yeaa gemok .. Thanxs for wasting ur time to spend time with me .. thanxs for taking care of me .. thanxs for  always beside me when i happy or sad ... thanxs accept all of my attitude .. my lack .. and thanxs for every sweet moment with  you .. sorry if sometime i make u sad with me .. make u worry .. hope our love last n forever .. please dont leave me .. please dont be bored every second with me .. please dont cheat on me .. dont unfaithful .. trust me every second .. and please please be honest with me every second ...and i will do the same thing to you :') The last thing .. you are my boyfriend , my bestfriend , my crush , and in shaa Allah one day u will be my husband .. coz you can be everything to me .. and thanxs for loving me .. hope just me ! not other gurl .. i dont want and i dont like coz whats mine is mine .. i dont share with any gurl ! And I love you as much as you love me AhmadFadhli :) <3

For who want stole him : Im just want to warn ! haha ! tak payah nk berangan keyh .. aku bukan suke gdoe sal laki .. nk ?? amek laa .. try ur best :) simple rite ? but jgn harap .. you will died if u take him from me .. i can do anything ..especially .. you gurl .. xyh nk wat statement bdoe lagi keyh :* kang hidup koe yg x aman aku buad --' da3 .. 

*susa ad manusia yg xbole tgok org happy ni kan .. dok sane diam2 da laa .. sebok je -,- err ..

 K laa .. ends of my story .. law rajin n still ingat password ,, uodate lagi k .. loveyouu ! :*